This therapy aint workin
Less than 60 minutes on purpose
I think he only wants my insurance
Cuz he cant understand how I’m hurtin
Bu he’s digging for the truth that I’m skirtin
just makin me feel worthless
another insurance reimbursement merchant
With the solutions to all that ailes, man he’s certain
makin me feel nervous
askin God how I was cursed with
A soul that’s got me feelin naked like I’m shirtless
All I really want in this life is some purpose
A couple friends, maybe a fam to go to church with
But that aint happened so today I keep on searchin
In this stranger’s office, he can help me man he’s certain
Steady digging for this truth that I’m skirtin
nervous

Chorus (Jess)
Behind the hard exterior
Lies a layer of lifetime fear
Pay you to hold the mirror
Exposed
Only the future knows
But it could be bright

Everybody got the answers to the pain
Everybody got the sun,they say, can erase this rain
But my inflicted mind seems to embrace this pain
Like how do I function on the days when it’s away
Your happiness is your comfort and joy
My happiness is under my blankets and hearin the
Words of these broken hearted poets
Who know its
Only a matter of time
before its snowin
Even though its 80 degree and the sun is golden
My mind got me trapped in this blizzard of emotion
Cuz there aint now way I can just fuckin get over it!
And why the fuck would I have chosen this?!
And who the fuck would hope for this?
Who would ask for what I’m copin with?
You toss labels at me like you know this shit
But I’m the only one who’s ownin it


Chorus (Jess)
Behind the hard exterior
Lies a layer of lifetime fear
Pay you to hold the mirror
Exposed
Only the future knows
But it could be bright

Bridge (Jess):

10 milligrams of this wonder drug
Shit might keep you up
But eventually you’ll finally feel love
Won’t want to pull the covers back up
finally be able to feel the warmth of the sun
And Don’t worry that we’re coverin it up
I’m a therapist, friend, I got the magic touch
And don’t worry that we’re coverin it up
I’m a therapist, friend, I got the magic touch

Chorus (Jess)
Behind the hard exterior
Lies a layer of lifetime fear
Pay you to hold the mirror
Exposed
Only the future knows
But it could be bright